for kim jaeyeong


always yours, jung yoojin

before we go through this, i'll be honest - i'm the lamest gift maker, ever. so you should not have high hopes! because i certainly will crush them.

if you are reading this, then i know that we have successfully endured and gone through another month to our journey of forever. (how cheesy...)

anyway, let's get going with this first section, coffee.


do you know what our relationship reminds me of? coffee.

at times, it's hot and certain days, it's cold but regardless of whether it is hot or cold, you still drink coffee because it helps you get by and that's what you do. you help me get by.

i know lately time hasn't been the best to us and i know you're growing busier by day and that you have an unsettling feeling of losing me even if you don't say it, but, i'm here to say that your cup shall never empty for i will always be your coffee. the one who keeps you up awake at night and the one who helps you start your day, i will be that coffee.

second section, you.

kim jaeyeong, born january fourteenth, 1994. the middle child. jung yoojin's boyfriend, and to be husband and father to our kids.

where do i begin to talk about you?

i honestly don't know.

i suppose i'll start from when we first met? i was a a bit of a mess, very rude and cold hearted but you were (still are) summer, comforting warmth and all the sunshine.

if i wasn't so shy, i would have immediately told you i am in love with you at first sight. i never knew love but i saw love in you.

((your dog was really just a bonus.))

i couldn't fathom how anyone, as lovely as you was freely roaming, as a lone ranger. i would have very much made you mine the moment i laid eyes on you. and well, if i can say this now, i actually did make you mine when i first saw you. you were already mine in my head before you were ever mine in my arms.

third section, all nighters.

do you know what i like the most about us? when we pull all nighters and i don't mean when we have sex late at night but when we just cuddle and talk our worries away, (the after sex is just another bonus.)

you know, i don't normally share what's on my mind. i mean, i don't actually see the point to, because everyone goes through things and it doesn't make my matters special but with you... with you, i want to share everything. i want to tell you how it rained and i had no umbrella or how they say that they don't serve green tea but they sell "matcha" or how i like the spaces between our fingers that fit perfectly with each other or how you look dreamy post sex and i just want to kiss you all over. all these little things, i want to pull all nighters with you and exchange stories because all nighters with you are far more interesting than peter pan's adventures with the lost boys.

i love to hold you close, tonight and always. i love to wake up next to you.

honestly, do i need to say anything about our sex?

they're always mindblowing.

although, i'll let in on a secret... uh, you're actually like, the first ever boyfriend i'm very open about my kinks and all these shtuff... i don't know what you did but i must definitely be madly in love with you (and i don't regret it one bit.)

i'm probably somewhat bad at aftercare after we have a scene because i get super distracted from how great the sex was so if ever i make you feel down downy, please let me know! i know i can be super oblivious to some things, welp.

also, uh, i also never said this, but um, thank you for feeding on my omorashi kink, hhh. (i sometimes think about it very often.)

all these aside, thanks for being the best daddy, the best baby, the best baby daddy ever and for always putting up with bratty baby yoojin! with that said, kim jaeyeong is entitled to a spanking coupon× and also sex coupon× where jung yoojin has no say in it and will be an obedient baby.

× coupons do not have an expiry date and redeemable at all times.

jung yoojin, born november twenty-seventh, 1993. youngest daughter. kim jaeyeong's girlfriend, and to be wife and mother to our kids.

is this finally the part where i can brag about myself? kidding.

this is the section filled with a list of jung yoojin's reminders.

always remember i am yours and you are mine.always remember i love you.never underestimate yourself.don't be too hard on yourself.only 3 cups of coffee per day!always remember yoojin's kisses are available always.jung yoojin is available for emotional support at all times, always.stay hydrated!don't forget to eat!!never think you are not enough; you are important and will always be more than enough.never let anyone tell you your value other than yourself.always remember, i will never let your hand go.

you're at the last section already? wow. time sure flies, huh? ehe.

this is the part where i write my vows. my promise to you. my promise of together.

i, jung yoojin, vow to love you, kim jaeyeong in sickness and in health, in all your stubbornness and obedience, in all your silliness and madness. i promise to hold your hand and be the one to guide you when the road gets tough. i promise to be by your side and be the light to help you out the dark. i will listen to all your woes and concerns, i will never forget the feeling i had when i first met you, when we had our first kiss and when you are mine. i, jung yoojin, will be eternally yours, kim jaeyeong.